Artsis16

No, you don’t know me or what I went through. You have absolutely no idea what I faced for two whole years. I had to learn everything on my own. My own mother turned to religion and turned away from me when the guy I liked dated my worst enemy. Everyone slammed the door on me, turned away from me like I was some kind of freak. “Lydia, you’re annoying.” “Lydia, no one wants you here.” “Lydia, you have no friends.” For two whole years, I lived with people telling me I was unwanted. I wasn’t alive at all. Going to school everyday was toucher. It was prison. They break you, hurt you, and

I see a light that has brought me to life. I can hardly believe this hope. I can now cope. But i know i will self-destruct If I can not trust and get past my lingering lust. But if I can just find it in me to trust. That my heart won’t bust. He captures me with those blue eyes. Now I cannot lie. Because he stole my heart. The heart that was torn apart. When all the others walked away. I began to fade away. Then he saved me from the one who betrayed me. I promised to love and protect…. We will see what happens next Cuz I'm not leaving I WILL start believing. I need this love. I am free of the demons.

In the darkness I felt his soul beside me and knew I wouldn't be alone For me and him make a whole. Could there be any other way? For him and me to stay this way? I fear the fall out if they discovered The truth we have covered. I won't leave him I need him. Too many people turned their back on me And failed me. When i needed them most I was a ghost. I was a nobody But i needed somebody He promised not to leave But could i believe? After all the others I could not be pushed no further. So I gave him my heart gingerly He healed my injuries. When i was afraid I always obeyed Because he knew best And so did the rest So it was natural i felt his